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Lying Awake
Written for my darling girl while I was on a trip. Written in our first weeks.
Lying awake it feels like a dream. My thoughts are of you before I know where I am. I imagine reaching out and touching your sleeping hand as I have done many times in the past. Your fingers respond instinctively, intertwining mine.
Lying awake our future captivates my mind. Adventures and misadventures are sure to abound. Getting lost with my darling girl, picnicking god knows where, being caught in a summer thunder storm. Each vision holds me, not breathing, immersed in the memories past and yet to come.
Lying awake my body is restless. Thoughts of you bent before me giving me your greatest gift. Stroking your hair and caressing your cheek. Appreciating your artistic talents vis a vie your collar. Imagining my fingers sliding down your back, your scent capturing my mind, the catch in your breathing, my body becomes restless. My heartbeat kicking up, my breathing catching up, mind racing with excitement.
Lying awake you’re here with me, your bare body lying asleep touched by the faintest morning glow. Whispering in your ear, “Something sexual”, your mind stirs and your hips slowly slither into me. You’re asleep again before my hands touch you. The lightest touch of my fingers caressing your thigh and drawing over your hip. You are not brought awake by my attention.
Lying awake your energy is tangible to me. The soothing energy of a sleeping beauty. This too is mine to enjoy. Your hair so soft in my fingers, your neck so inviting, the warmth of your skin. Lying awake I could do this for hours. The light of the early morning lights you up in wonder and I am suddenly taken by your love. Slamming into my consciousness your love for me strikes me anew. You are my cherished love, my darling girl.
Lying awake alone in my love state, my desire for you becomes tangible. Aching for your touch my hand finds your hip. My full hand strongly caresses you from thigh to shoulder. You begin to stir. The smooth skin of your ass captures me and you stir more pressing into my hand. I whisper again, “Something sexual”. I can hear your breathing change and see your pulse quicken. You suddenly know where you are and what is happening.
Lying awake you realize you broke a rule and your Funishment is coming and that right quick. Your promises to pleasure me in my sleep went unfulfilled as you’ve slept like an angel since I’ve been home. I understand, I’m a good man, but I don’t care. I want your pleasure and there must be consequences.
Lying awake in the morning light your eyes turn to mine. Your blindfold in my hand, you will see only the stars in your head for quite awhile still. Deprived of sight the sounds of my movement make no sense. No more words are spoken, not by mouth, and yet my commands become clear through the touch of my hands. My fingers linger at your pouting lips, teasing your tongue until I allow you to lick and suck them.
Lying awake your senses are tingling. My fingers are salty and not at all satisfying your craving. When they are taken away all you can think is how much you want them to be replaced by my cock. You want to make up for your mistake, to bring me the pleasure I desire, the pleasure you promised me.
Lying awake your body begins to squirm knowing I am gazing at you, knowing not what comes next. The feather touch of a suede flogger or perhaps the cool leather of a crop? Silky cords to bind you or leather cuffs to restrain you? The purring hum of your favorite toys or the hard cool steel of a plug? My fingers or my mouth or my cock?
Lying awake your Funishment is slow and exquisite and pleases me greatly.
I look forward to the breakage of this rule.
Your Liege
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12 Replies
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LL,
Very nicely written! Your words speak volumes about you as a husDom!
Thanks for sharing!
Take Care!
Mr. B
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Mr. B,
Thank you for kind words.
LL
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LL,
I hope your sent this to your wife. Well done.-Elliott
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Mr. Stone,
I started writing it at 4am. I texted her this morning with a good morning my love and a please read your email before she was up. I was partially inspired by the feedback here about making sure your sub knows your thinking of them and mostly because I’m going crazy in my virtual husDom world. No physical contact since finding we wanted to play then finding we both needed 24/7 D/s-M…good for working out roles, expectations, rules, etc….not good for my physical needs.
She loved the letter…put her in a wonderful place this morning which she promptly asked if she could enjoy 🙂
LL
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I love putting them in their place first off in the morning (ha, only slightly sarcastic). I too am away from home right now and feel your pain.
-Elliott
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Mr. Stone (or do you prefer Elliot?),
How soon till you’re home? I am at 17 days till home coming. Fortunately my 12 year old son flies here tomorrow to spend a week with me and my father and then another week with me and my mother farther north in Oregon. Hoping that will help make the time pass faster.
Off topic, I’m going to be tying my darling girl up quite a bit. I’ve studied some online how to’s but was curious if you had any suggested sites or books.
LL
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LL,
Mr Stone or Elliott is fine, no real preference. I have basically 9 days; the math is a little tricky with the time/date continuum when flying back over the Pacific.As to your question I have read a few books on bondage. This might be a lengthy answer so I’ll stick something in D/s Tools of the Trade. Do you have a preference between regular bondage and Shibari/Kinbaku?
-Elliott
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Generally shibari I think. my darling girl loves the beauty of the knots…
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Loving Liege,
She loved the letter…
Of course she loved the letter…
What submisive wouldnt love and appreciate a letter like this?
Great Job!
Mr Fox
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Thank you Mr. Fox!
LL
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Loving Liege,
Such a loving and emotional letter. I would imagine that your darling girl was quite moved. Very well done.
Thank you for sharing.
My Darlings Sir
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Mr. Stone,
I look forward to looking at your post on bondage techniques as well! (Thanks LL for asking the question!)
Take Care
Mr. B
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