I wanted to share my journey and how I got here. If one other woman reads this blog and it makes her feel like its ok to want this lifestyle then it’s done it’s job.
Where to start? At the beginning of course. Well like all of you I read a book called “Fifty Shades of Grey”.
I ate up every word. Quickly finished all three books. As I read about Anastasia and Christian’s communication through sexual power exchange. It spoke to me deeply. Not only did I want the spankings I wanted the honesty. Honesty with myself and my husband. First of all let me put it out there… I love my husband and children very much.
I needed to be honest about what I wanted. What I’ve wanted always. In our early twenties my husband put me on a pedestal so high I couldn’t see the ground. By our mid-twenties we had our first child. Thirty, our second child came along. We were going through the motions of doing the “perfect family.” What society deems acceptable.
What about me?
What about what I wanted?
Who am I ?
Where did I go?
Kaninchen began blogging as “Bedroom Submissive”. When she began blogging her intention was to be submissive only in the bedroom and she had not been given the name of, Little Kaninchen.
Tell her that Mr Fox sent you…